time check : 4.06am

wif the thick service quality textbook just beside me =((..

i hate studying!!!!!!!!!uurrrrrgggghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haf to blame myself for starting so late and now haf to burn those reallyyyy midnight oil..



"call you don't answer"
"sorry..my hp low batt"
"charge it"

stoopid guy!obviously i noe dat i haf to charge it if i wanna answer your call..but the prob is i dun wanna answer it..irritating!!


dat aside..

my family is planning a trip to China during the holidays..china!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i wanna go Japan instead!!!!!!!!!!!but den better den nothing..and i guess it would be fun since the whole of my mother side relatives are interested in joining too..


you noe..even blogging now is a luxury to me..even eating and going to the toilet is a luxury too!!!!!why??cause i am time poor =((.

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GUYS..

sometimes i really wonder when they say sweet nothings to a girl..do they mean it from the bottom of their hearts?or they are just a pack of lies?

GIRLS

no matter whether the sweet nothings are from the guys' bottom of their hearts or just a pack of lies..girls will still believe them and be very happy upon hearing them..

REALITY

until the harsh reality sets in..when the guy just vanished from the girl's life..without a word..as if both of them are strangers..


one moment..you took great care of me/teased me/complimented me/came up with jokes to entertain me cause you were afraid that i would be bored/say silly things to make me feel refreshed when you noticed that i am tired/worried dat i am not full by constantly asking me whether the food i ate were sufficient/worried for my safety..

and the next moment..you just walked out of my life..without a word..

short-lived happiness..thanks for that..

i dun get it..why do i always get such shit..why do i always meet such shitty guys!!!!!!!what did i do to deserve all these???they never fail to disappoint me time and time again!!!!!!!

i am sick of such short-lived happiness..sick of these shitty false hopes..sick of these shitty jerks!!!!!!!!

too gullible/too naive/too easy to believe and like someone

i need to change my mentality..need to protect myself..AGAIN..