time check : 4.06am

wif the thick service quality textbook just beside me =((..

i hate studying!!!!!!!!!uurrrrrgggghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haf to blame myself for starting so late and now haf to burn those reallyyyy midnight oil..



"call you don't answer"
"sorry..my hp low batt"
"charge it"

stoopid guy!obviously i noe dat i haf to charge it if i wanna answer your call..but the prob is i dun wanna answer it..irritating!!


dat aside..

my family is planning a trip to China during the holidays..china!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i wanna go Japan instead!!!!!!!!!!!but den better den nothing..and i guess it would be fun since the whole of my mother side relatives are interested in joining too..


you noe..even blogging now is a luxury to me..even eating and going to the toilet is a luxury too!!!!!why??cause i am time poor =((.

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GUYS..

sometimes i really wonder when they say sweet nothings to a girl..do they mean it from the bottom of their hearts?or they are just a pack of lies?

GIRLS

no matter whether the sweet nothings are from the guys' bottom of their hearts or just a pack of lies..girls will still believe them and be very happy upon hearing them..

REALITY

until the harsh reality sets in..when the guy just vanished from the girl's life..without a word..as if both of them are strangers..


one moment..you took great care of me/teased me/complimented me/came up with jokes to entertain me cause you were afraid that i would be bored/say silly things to make me feel refreshed when you noticed that i am tired/worried dat i am not full by constantly asking me whether the food i ate were sufficient/worried for my safety..

and the next moment..you just walked out of my life..without a word..

short-lived happiness..thanks for that..

i dun get it..why do i always get such shit..why do i always meet such shitty guys!!!!!!!what did i do to deserve all these???they never fail to disappoint me time and time again!!!!!!!

i am sick of such short-lived happiness..sick of these shitty false hopes..sick of these shitty jerks!!!!!!!!

too gullible/too naive/too easy to believe and like someone

i need to change my mentality..need to protect myself..AGAIN..

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i am back from my Japan trip =((..

the 6 days 4 nights Tokyo trip  (1st of April to 6th of April)  was tiring..but FUN FUN FUN =))!!!!!!yup..dis time round..is just me and my sister..without my parents and youngest sister..and we learnt to be more independent..actually it is nothing scary at all..cause Japan is considered to be very safe and accessible..I NOW OFFICIALLY DECLARE I KNOW HOW TO TAKE THEIR Japan Rail LINE!!!!!!!!!siup siup siu lar..easy easy..though it gets confusing at first..we get the hang of it soon after..Tokyo's free and easy tour is not hard at all..butttt..EXP!!!!more details about their EXP stuff later..haha

day one was in SQ 638..haha..6 hours long of flight der..

day two was city tour in Tokyo..gosh..i shld haf brought more sets of winter clothings..my sister and i were practically freezing over der..cause we didn't expect the temperature to be so low over der..8 degress celsius!!!!!our hands were so stiff and dry..and my eyelids were peeling..no kidding..

and the tour guide said we are very lucky..the sakuras were smiling brightly at us!!!!!!!!!!!!we came at the right time..cause that is when the sakuras are at their most beautiful stage :))..

visited Asakua Kannon Temple..been der two years ago..nothing has changed :)..and i made a wish der too..
















walked around the Nakamise Shopping Street thereafter..








ooohhhh..we saw an interesting food along one of the food stalls at the temple: banana dipped with chocolate!!!!!




haha..the taste is so so only..not up to our expectations..

NEXT STOP:

Ueno Garden for the B E A U T I F U L Sakuras =))!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I SO LOVE SAKURAS..DUN YOU TOO <3??aren't they SOOOOOO BEAUTIFUL???!!!!!!!














walked around the area after that..and we saw our fav Mister Donuts!!!!!too bad..we didn't get to see Krsipy Kreme =(..



the donut dat i bought..hmm.wasn't dat nice:(..


headed to Ginza after that..the msot expensive and upclass shopping district in Tokyo:

at Burberry =):



at the WORLD'S LARGEST TOY STORE, this toy store is in the Gusiness Book of Records wor:





pretty Jenny dolls:





there are so many toys inside..they even haf teddy bears display..so lovely!!!!!took pics..shall upload the next time round..time is running out..hahaa


went to the Imperial Palace after that



shall upload the pics of the palace and the scenery of it in the next entry..

at Haichioji..the night scenery..where our hotel is situated at..



on our way to haf our late dinner..







OIISSSHHHHIIIII!!!!!!!!!!my fav tamago sushi!!!!!!

okie..dat's all for now..stay tuned for my part II day two and part I day three adventures =)!!!!!!shall go and START on my exam revision study oredi..haven started yet when my exams are just 16 days away..*SHUDDER*

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my mum is sooooooo biased..

she transferred all of our Japan's trip allowances to my sis's account!!!!

never even transferred a bit of it to my account..

and i am only given less den one quarter of the whole allowance!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dun you tink is sooooooooooooooooooo freaking unfair?????????????

i am very very very very unhappy over it..spoil my mood..

i hate it..i hate it when my parents are so freaking biased!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

at least dun show the favouritism so obvious rite??

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friendster horoscopes are soooooo accurate dat it freaked me out so totally..

and dis is not the only time i got freaked out by the horoscope reading..

i am feeling very tired now..due to the late night sleep at ard 5 am plus..cause was doing my project till 3 am..and i took ard two hours to get to sleep..had morning class todae at 10am..woke up at 10.15 am..

super tired..eyes are practically going to close..

and i just went to click on my horoscope reading for todae:


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finally completed my part for business framework project :)..

decided to blog a little..so as to de-stress :)..


my sis made me realise that i no longer miss/think/pine/love TH anymore..

which i am glad and thankful for that i need no longer live in misery..

no doubt..initially i did struggled with my feelings..but i finally came to realise that the wound had recovered..

but of course, i will never forget those times spent wif him..those sweetness that i felt..

memories they shall be :)..


i have a current obession now though..

fell in love with Him at first sight..

He is none other than..my Gong Chan!!!!!!!




ISN'T HE SUPERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR HANDSOME????????????????????????????????????????????????AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..MY PRINCE CHARMING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

his wink melt my heart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i got attracted and memerised by his wink and looks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 



IF ONLY HE IS KISSING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH...

GO AND WATCH "MY GIRL" if you guys haven watch it yet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YOU WON'T REGRET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN GUARANTEE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Some of the super sweet scenes which made me go aaaaawwwwwwwwhhhhhhhhhh: